★Confused★

Knowing that one of your friends crushing on you is kinda awkward. Awkward in the fact that you can't believe that your friend already felt that way without even knowing And because of that, you'll act weird when you're with each other. The old treatment has faded.   I miss those days when we laugh and make fun of each other.I miss those days when we talk about things with no sense. I get jealous when he jokes around with other people. The thing that's in my mind if he makes fun of people is 'hey, where's the old you who I can laugh with? Are we still friends?' 

Life May turn Out Great

Life is a roller coaster

Life is full of twists and turns

Life may be sweet, may be bitter

But all of these are just part of "the adventure"

We may experience ups and downs

Because of confusions, our soul drowns

Life is just a mixture of good and bad

Let's just appreciate all the things we had

Life is a checkered sun and shadow

Never think everything we've gone to has no tomorrow

Everything happens for a reason,

Be wise, use life's lessons for us to be better persons

Frustrated Feelings

Have you ever felt this addictive feeling? You're liking someone. You like their crooked smile, how they talk, how they fool around? Everytime we see that certain someone, it's like our hearts would want to jump out off our chests. We blush when that someone would pass around. Sometimes, we want to stare at them for hours. This crazy feeling is what we call CRUSHING.

Having a crush can really distract you any time of the day. It may interfere with your studies because you always think of someone during class discussions. ( kinsa ang naigo??) It may also affect our attitudes and appearance because we always want to look best in front of our crushes. We don't want to be humiliated in front of them and because of that, we change and conceal our true self. But I'm not saying that crushing is bad for us.

In fact, studies show that having a crush also lets your blood circulate better. How? Well, do you notice that sometimes you blush when your crush is around and your heart beats faster? Because of it, your body distributes blood faster. I mean, how cool is that? You can also perform better at school (it depends on how you do it) because there is someone that inspires you to perform better. Look on the brighter side people! Crushing is not that bad!


Well me, I'm currently having this same feeling too. I know most of us teenagers are crushing.  Let me tell you some things about my crush. Well, he's just my schoolmate. We're close friends. He's funny, He's smart, HE'S CUTE(for me),  he always makes me laugh and smile. He's there when I need someone to lean on. He's confident. He's just...PERFECT. I really like the way how he talks to me. I don't know, but when he approaches, I feel sparks. Oh, he's just...PERFECT.

Now, let's talk the other side of the road. Love is different from crushing. When you talk about love, you talk about being together until the end of your lives. You are talking about commitments, loyalty, trust and patience.You are talking about a deeper part, and the most hurting part. Sometimes, when we love someone, we really can't avoid being hurt. So if you're not ready for this LOVE ZONE, try to have a farther distance from it. But IF POSSIBLE, run away from love. We're still too young to get inside this part. In this critical stage of our life, we'll always end up being heartbroken, trust me.

I hope you've learned a lot about this blog. Just remember, no matter what we feel, just don't go beyond our limits. You're still TOO YOUNG to get serious in things that are connected to love. Try to balance everything, okay? Expecting for too much will just hurt you. ♥

Feelings.Feelings.

We experience lots of things daily. We may feel optimistic or on the contrary, be pessimistic. We experience things that may make us laugh or frown or even it can make our hearts jump up and down. We may also feel like there are butterflies in our stomach. It's kinda funny right? I'm really curious how the brain works these things down. 

Maybe (Baby Bio Version)

Be open-minded, learn to listen
Be patient, accept your mistakes
then be curious look at all around you
and just ask yourself why, oh why?

*And I was like Maybe, maybe, maybe though
that these things aren't just what we know,
like maybe, maybe, maybe oh
I thought I could look back in time, time.

Try to be humble- think of others
have perseverance- don't stop believing
Be optimistic and learn to use your failures
then have serendipity.

And I was like maybe, maybe, maybe though
that these things aren't just what we know
like maybe, maybe, maybe no
You're nothing without honesty, no.
(Repeat *)

Milo! Winning Everyday

I'm really very sorry if I've made this article very late. I just had no time for doing this blog. In fact, I just squeezed in this in my schedule. But, oh well...Lemme share you the experience in joining an Olympics without ever really playing. :D


Monday
July 26,2010


Mrs. Cabang asked me if I want to join the scrabble competition for the Milo Little Olympics, so I said it's alright. On that day, we we're thrown with lots of requirements so that we can join the Olympics. Because of that competition, I've neglected my studies because I'm trying to prepare for the game on Saturday.


Tuesday
July 27, 2010


As we submitted our requirements, I have noticed that my requirements were lacking, so I spent a lot of time in the Principal's Office and I came in the classroom in the middle of the first period. It's embarrassing especially when your classmates stare at you because you came in late.


Wednesday
July 27, 2010


Nothin' really happened much. But, I spent my time at home practicing scrabble and I even forgot to answer all my homework.


Thursday
July 28, 2010


I was informed that the birth certificate I've submitted wasn't accepted by the Milo office because it was just a photocopy. So again, I disturbed my father at home and made him bring some stuff for getting my birth certificate in the NSO. Thank God, I submitted the requirements.


Days passed...same things happened...




Saturday
July 31, 2010


We arrived at the Pelaez Sports Center at 6:45 am. Then, the whole group separated for our different events. The scrabble was held in the MOGCHS canteen so we immediately went there. Then we've heard the news that there would only be four players needed for the game. We were eight players because we thought that the game for boys and girls are separate. So we have four excess players and I'm one of them. Now this is the part where I've joined the Olympics without ever really playing. On that day, I felt regret. I've felt like that because I imagined all the stress that I've given and the people who I have given stress too just to join that event. But, on the brighter side, I was happy because I already know how the event happens and I already know the flow of the game. So I'm ready if I'll join the Olympics next year. Still, I felt useless and and I felt like I'm just an excess baggage of the team. It was like I was just a decoration or something.


Sunday
August 1, 2010


I was forced to come with the team because the coach said that I was the reserve player. I still hated the feeling that I have no use to them-just an excess baggage of the team, an outcast. By the time our school was declared the champion of the scrabbles, I really felt proud at the school and at the same time, I felt out-of-place because the players didn't let me join their victory celebration...I felt so alone...Still an outcast. I tried to congratulate them, but instead, they neglected my greetings. It's like I'm invisible to them. I know that I haven't said anything about this but now, I'm gonna let this out because it hurts my heart.




That's it...Milo! Winning everyday!