Sunday, March 25, 2012

Metamorphosis

We all have learned how a caterpillar turns into a butterfly, right? We know that it undergoes through a lot before it becomes that beautiful.

Change. That's it. That's what's running through my mind right now. I've looked through my old pictures in my Facebook account and I've noticed how I've changed and how much the people around me have changed. For me, my personality went through a lot of phases before I become the present me. Maybe that's because of what I've gone through. My goals and dreams changes. My outlook in life changes. I went from fat to thin. I've tried being emo, girlish, boyish and now back to my preppy, childish looks. Now I have braces. I think more mature but my stubbornness has come worse. I've become more social and I've lost some of my real friends. There are even times that I don't know who I'm going with at lunch time because I have no permanent friends. My laziness has become worse. My close friends tell me I've become more controlled with my mouth but others tell me that I complain too much. Haha. I don't understand them. My ** tells me that now, I have become more expressive with my feelings and I've become more affectionate. I've changed a lot. I could tell. I fell in love and fell out of love. I wanted some change with my relationship I just had that feeling that I could find someone better or maybe I'm just too young for love and that I'm bored with my relationship but we made it through.

Now with the people a round me... I have met new people and lost some of my close friends. I think what comes with the personality change is the change of your preferences on who to be with. I've also seen many people fall in love and fall out of love. And I know why they had that. Just for a change. Some people have grown up. some have grown taller, some became more ladylike, and some just grown more beautiful. Looks like I'm not the only one going through lots of changes.

And as for a conclusion. EVERYTHING CHANGES. Changes are brought about by the things that happen to a person. May it be physical, mental, social or spiritual. In every aspect of our lives, we should expect change. . Sometimes change can help us to fit in, sometimes stand out. Change can result in good things and bad. Let's embrace the good ones, ignore that bad ones.