Paramore- Renegade

The grass wasn't green enough here

After watering it with my tears

I'm not sure where you went

Now we are, just past tense

The snakes, they are slithering in

Chasing me to my end

I can't say where that is

I'm running again

And, when I get there

It won't be far enough

I'm a renegade

It's in my blood

If ever I get there

It won't be fast enough

I'm a renegade

I always was

And, your spark never lit up a fire

Though I tried and tried and tried

The wind came through your lungs

A hurricane from your tongue

I'll keep your secrets with me

Right behind my teeth

Your anger, your anchor

But I'll sail much further on

Ah, ah, on

And, when I get there

it won't be far enough

I'm a renegade

It's in my blood

If ever I get there

It won't be fast enough

I'm a renegade

I always was

I'll keep running

I'll keep running again

keep running

I'll keep running

running, running

Keep running, running

running

Oh, when I get there

it won't be far enough

I'm a renegade

It's in my blood

If ever I get there

It won't be fast enough

I'm a renegade

It's in my blood

I'm a renegade

I always was

Metamorphosis

We all have learned how a caterpillar turns into a butterfly, right? We know that it undergoes through a lot before it becomes that beautiful.

Change. That's it. That's what's running through my mind right now. I've looked through my old pictures in my Facebook account and I've noticed how I've changed and how much the people around me have changed. For me, my personality went through a lot of phases before I become the present me. Maybe that's because of what I've gone through. My goals and dreams changes. My outlook in life changes. I went from fat to thin. I've tried being emo, girlish, boyish and now back to my preppy, childish looks. Now I have braces. I think more mature but my stubbornness has come worse. I've become more social and I've lost some of my real friends. There are even times that I don't know who I'm going with at lunch time because I have no permanent friends. My laziness has become worse. My close friends tell me I've become more controlled with my mouth but others tell me that I complain too much. Haha. I don't understand them. My ** tells me that now, I have become more expressive with my feelings and I've become more affectionate. I've changed a lot. I could tell. I fell in love and fell out of love. I wanted some change with my relationship I just had that feeling that I could find someone better or maybe I'm just too young for love and that I'm bored with my relationship but we made it through.

Now with the people a round me... I have met new people and lost some of my close friends. I think what comes with the personality change is the change of your preferences on who to be with. I've also seen many people fall in love and fall out of love. And I know why they had that. Just for a change. Some people have grown up. some have grown taller, some became more ladylike, and some just grown more beautiful. Looks like I'm not the only one going through lots of changes.

And as for a conclusion. EVERYTHING CHANGES. Changes are brought about by the things that happen to a person. May it be physical, mental, social or spiritual. In every aspect of our lives, we should expect change. . Sometimes change can help us to fit in, sometimes stand out. Change can result in good things and bad. Let's embrace the good ones, ignore that bad ones. 

Life's Full of Surprises, I say

January 26, 2012

Wala lang. Isang araw na puno ng katatawanan, kahihiyan at katangahan. Just wanna tell you things about the day. 'twas a very windy day I say. During snack time, I just ate the yummiest custard cake I have ever tasted. And in the last period, something weird happened with the weather. It was sunny and windy and rainy at the same time. I usually hear people say that if it's windy and sunny, it's not gonna rain. Well, surprise, surprise! omnomnomnomnom.

In the afternoon, everything turned upside down. I was from the library and I was going to my classroom, when the wind decided to play games with me. To get to my classroom, I need to pass through the quadrangle which is in the center of the school grounds, so that means the people on the corridors could see you below. So yeah, here's what happened. The wind blew hard that it also blew my skirt up(imagine the PH Care commercial) I've tried to pull it down by holding the front part but the wind wasn't contented, it blew through the back part of my skirt. So yeah, my friend behind me saw my undershorts and some other students saw what happened to me at the quadrangle. XD Well, let's go on. The first period was the History class, it was the day two of checking test papers. Think of it, we send a lot of periods just to check three annoying test papers. It's because of our overly annoying teacher who always argues with our answers even though we're right. I dunno, she just wants to mess up our day. She used the whole period debating with the smart people in our class to prove who's right. One of our classmates cried because of her endless interrogation, you know. So stupid. Then on the second period was Chemistry. Oh, guess what happened. We had a surprise special exams because the teacher said that we all have failing marks on the periodical tests. cool. Haven't even reviewed yet. And on the fourth period, again, surprise, surprise! There was a poster making contest for all the clubs. I was one of the representatives of my club and I dunno what to do! I didn't even have coloring materials for the contest. Good thing, the club president's so supportive. She prepared all the things we needed! So much for that. The school's over for the day and me and my friends got home. Laughter filled the cab we rode on. We couldn't stop laughing. We don't even know the reasons why we laughed so hard. Aah, friendships. So that's how my day ended.