Monday, August 8, 2011

MONSTER


You were my conscience
so solid now you're like water
We started drowning
not like we'd sink any further
But I let my heart go
it's somewhere down at the bottom
But I'll get a new one.
come back for the hope that you've stolen

I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours

I'm only human
I've got a skeleton in me
But I'm not the villain
despite what you're always preaching
Call me a traitor
I'm just collecting your victims
They're getting stronger,
I hear them calling

I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours

Well you found us strength and solutions but I liked the tension
And not always knowing the answers when you're gonna lose it, you're gonna lose it.

I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours

I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world
from turning into a monster, and eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?
But now that you're gone the world is ours

IGNORANCE is yerr new BEAST FRIEND!

We people are so judgmental that sometimes, we blab things about someone even though we don't know if it's true or not. We just tell 'em so that we could say to ourselves that we are better than them. We're insecure or maybe we're ignorant. We see something weird/unusual/awkward about them then BAAAM, we say they're bad or something.

I AM...

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I'm so sick and tired.I'm tired of living up to people's expectations. I'm tired of being a puppet. I'm tired of being good. I'm tired of hearing your complaints about my wild behavior. I'm tired of learning. I'm tired of studying.  I'm tired of seeing the same people everyday. I am tired of the same people who ignores me. I'm tired of the same people I see who are mad at me. I AM JUST TIRED OF EVERYTHING.



I want to break free in my own cage.
I'm human. I'm not perfect. I'm not a doll to be dressed up and pampered. I have my own voice that needs to be heard. I have my own thoughts to be expressed. I live for my own. I have my own hopes and dreams. I was not born to satisfy your expectations. I  was born to stand out in my own way. I know that there are rules but I know my own limits. 



Marionette_by_johnny_budi_dobar-d3ey26x_largeYou may say that I'm a rebel, that I am a weed of the society, or that I am just too self-centered. I just want my voice to be heard. I don't want to be known as the little-miss-goody-two-shoes. I know, this is immature, but this is who I AM...so don't effing tell me what to do. Right now, I just want to disappear and want to make my own crazy little world.